Nineteen.

Seriously,
time seems to fly across me so quickly lie a gust of wind I didnt even realise.
Eighteen feels so far away suddenly,
and twenty seems t be looming nearer now.
as much as I hated the thought of turning a year older,
I still did.


My only wish is that I'll stop turning older.
which is so-not-gonna happen.
):


anyway since its already a fact,
looks like I aint got a choice other than to accept it.

This year,
for my nineteenth.
it is the first timeI feel so reluctant t celebrate my birthday.
I had enough of fun and stress the past year.

& nevertheless,
to find a boyf so much better than that loser.
Carrying in my hands were once my own shattered dreams,
and between all the fragments I was looking for the precious fraction marked with "Faith" - something that keeps me breathing.

I was eighteen when I discovered heartbreak.
What did I learnt best?
I finally understood the true meaning of " time flies and never comes back."

Hello.
I'm nineteen.