Nineteen.

Seriously,
time seems to fly across me so quickly lie a gust of wind I didnt even realise.
Eighteen feels so far away suddenly,
and twenty seems t be looming nearer now.
as much as I hated the thought of turning a year older,
I still did.


My only wish is that I'll stop turning older.
which is so-not-gonna happen.
):


anyway since its already a fact,
looks like I aint got a choice other than to accept it.

This year,
for my nineteenth.
it is the first timeI feel so reluctant t celebrate my birthday.
I had enough of fun and stress the past year.

& nevertheless,
to find a boyf so much better than that loser.
Carrying in my hands were once my own shattered dreams,
and between all the fragments I was looking for the precious fraction marked with "Faith" - something that keeps me breathing.

I was eighteen when I discovered heartbreak.
What did I learnt best?
I finally understood the true meaning of " time flies and never comes back."

Hello.
I'm nineteen.

i will be clubbing (like finally) tmr night at powerhouse.

Vintage blush updated.

2 years back ; a bbq at east coast.

a year ago ; chalet at pasir ris,

drinking at birthday twin's celebration,

late night coffee at coffee club orchard.

and second round of boozing at haagen holland.

what would this year's be?
looking forward to dinner at Thai Accent,
& clubbing at St James this sat w my girls.

of course,
i'm also looking forward to celebration w my boyf over the weekend!
:D
i'm wondering what is he hiding under his sleeves!
nevermind we shall find out soon!

:D

Sadly,
im turning 19 this month.
):

Presents?
I dont want.
People tend to give me unrealistic things that are of no use to me yearly.
Save the money people.

Party?
I only wanna memorable celebration w B & my girls.
They're planning to club.
(:

&; Happy birthday to you in advance,
birthday Twin.
:D